Friday, March 26, 2010





Voices....

I heard it since beginning....
The promptings of the inner eye...
It sounds like my chest showered with tears....
If only I could turn time to eliminate that voice....
The voice said it was too late...
He has come and will follow wherever I go....
Until my death out later, this lament would never go...

The voices.....

From the beginning I knew that this road is not enough for scum....
10 Commandments from Men mandated are wasted.....
Mesmerized by the bright glare of sunlight....
And fell in the arms of regret...
It made me understand of the way mankind went blind...

The voices....

I am not trying to destroy you....
You are not limited and has suffered tremendous strength....
Oo let the real truth to guide me forever....
Because the truth is always a blessing....
And the voices imprisons any evil intentions....
They are partly me....


For something that so regrettable, i am sorry.....





Thursday, March 18, 2010

 
Extreme ways are back again
Extreme places I didn't know
I broke everything new again
Everything that I'd owned
I threw it out the window; came along
Extreme ways I know will part the colors of my sea
perfect colored me

Extreme ways they help me
They help me out late at night
Extreme places I had gone
That never seen any light
Dirty basements, dirty noise
Dirty places coming through
Extreme worlds alone
Did you ever like it planned?

I would stand in line for this
There's always room in life for this

Oh baby, oh baby
Then it fell apart, it fell apart
Oh baby, oh baby
Then it fell apart, it fell apart(x2)

Extreme sounds that told me
They held me down every night
I didn't have much to say
I didn't give about the life
I closed my eyes and closed myself
And closed my world and never opened up to anything
That could get me at all

I had to close down everything
I had to close down my mind
Too many things could cut me
Too much could make me blind
I've seen so much in so many places
So many heartaches, so many faces
So many dirty things
You couldn't even believe

I would stand in line for this
It's always good in life for this

Oh baby, oh baby
Then it fell apart, it fell apart
Oh baby, oh baby
Then it fell apart, it fell apart

Oh Baby, oh baby

Oh baby, oh baby


Then it fell apart, it fell apart Oh baby, oh baby
Then it fell apart, it fell apart Oh baby, oh baby
Then it fell apart, it fell apart
Oh baby, oh baby
Like it always does, always does
 
 
 

Monday, March 15, 2010




I say future is absurd
You say your future is bright
You say your future comes with money
You say your future is full of blitz
You say your future is all about happy family
I say future is absurd                                
If you ask why ?
I say your future is absurd
The future that you think will be better
I say you are subjective
You may happy when others remain sad
You may forget
There is a time that snug what will happen and....
There are Men that will decide what you will be....
Yes, I say future things is absurd
I say future is absurd
At end even I say it is absurd.

For those people who eat shit everyday

Thursday, March 11, 2010



Arwah Zaenal kini terdiam. Membeku dingin diiringi nyanyian hujan dan pelangi yang melukis langit di ujung timur sana. Di pemakaman Kematiannya, dia termenung diantara kerumunan orang yang lantas pergi dari situ setelah air tumpah dari langit demham semangat membentuk hujan. Sanak dan famili pun lantas menunda tangisannya untuk mencari tempat teduh. Zaenal hanya bias memandangi mereka.

                Zaenal memandangi kuburannya. Tatapan matanya kosong, bulatan hitam di matanya kini sudah putih dan bekas luka yang seumur hidup menemaninya pun kini telah menghilang. Ia seperti menjadi manusia lain. Seperti bukan Zaenal yang dikenal sebagai pria perkasa di Desa.

                Di sebatang pohon meranti tua yang berdahan dihiasi dengan lebatnya lembar-lembar daun tidak jauh dari makam, Keluarga zaenal sedang berusaha berteduh. Ibunya yang renta menangisi kepergian anaknya itu, dan adiknya, Sita, tampak sedang menghibur sang ibu dengan sentuhan halus dipundak. Layaknya hujan, tangisan ibu Zaenal seperti sungkan untuk berhenti.

                Zaenal termenung melihat pemandangan itu. Namun ia tak mampu bicara dan tersenyum. Emosinya kini telah dicabut oleh Tuhan. Ia memandang dengan dingin peristiwa itu. Tatapannya begitu kosong begitu juga dengan pikirannya yang telah dicabut oleh Tuhan.

                Zaenal yang dikenal sebagai preman pasar itu kini telah tewas mengenaskan. Terjadi setelah sekelompok preman dari desa sebelah sukses membacok puluhan kali ke badan Zaenal. Sebabnya karena pertikaian antara daerah kekuasaan desa yang meliputi pasar, tempat parker hingga kawasan pertokoan kecil yang ada dibeberapa titik desa.

                Di ufuk barat, tempat pelangi muncul, turunlah malaikat dari langit, ia memakai jubah putih bersih mengilat seperti ada aliran listrik disekujur kain yang melilit ditubuhnya. Ia terbang menuruni warna warni pelangi dengan anggun, kontradiktif dengan parasnya yang cenderung kasar.

“ Namaku Annien, malaikat yang akan menyertaimu ke dunia berikutnya, mengirimmu ke kebaikan hakiki, layaknya  dunia tanpa akhir. Dunia mu yang sesungguhnya...”, kenal sang malaikat.

“Aku mengerti...”

“ Kamu tahu di dunia kejahatanmu tak terampuni....”

“Aku mengerti.....”

“Hingga arwah tercabut dari jasmani kamu pun masih tersiksa, Tuhan menyertaimu.”

“Aku mengerti....”

“Sebelum aku mengantarkanmu, akan kukabulkan tiga permintaan dan Tuhan yang memberkati akan mengirimkannya kepadaku untuk kuberikan kepadamu....”

“Terima kasih atas rahmat Tuhan, kumohon kembalikan ingatan dan emosiku untuk beberapa saat”

“...baiklah...”, Annien meniup emosi dan ingatannya yang telah hilang ketubuh arwah Zaenal

“Lalu kabulkanlah permintaan ku ini, aku ingin berbicara dengan ibuku beberapa saat”

“Hm....Maaf namun aku tidak bisa memberikannya kepadamu, hendak kau mengetahui bahwa kau berada di alam yang berbeda kini dan tak mungkin untuk kembali....adakah permintaan yang ketiga?”

“ Baiklah kalau begitu, aku menginginkan ibu dan adikku tahu jika aku memiliki beberapa polis asuransi yang nilainya cukup untuk kehidupan sehari-hari keluargaku. Bank itu ada di Kota utara desa ini....”

“What the fuck do you think i am, don’t you know anything about my holy job, motherfucker!”

Lalu Zaenal pun menangis meratapi nasibnya.

Yang kini dikangkangi malaikat.....

Suara jangkrik pertanda hujan telah usai pun mengiringi kisah pilu setelah mati ini.

Wednesday, March 10, 2010

Ironic of Kumimawa
















“I am not telling anybody that i could kill you now”, Joshikage the young leader of the Ninjas of Kumimawa region seems confidence to beat his opponent.

“May God of Kanon bless what you have said will never happen”, said the Sumamoto the ruler of Kumimawa region, the old man that bring evolution to the world of ninjas after the colony of the shadow black “ Zaekawa”, the legendary of ninja fighters, it have been vanished lately by the young Sumamoto many years ago.

“Be prepare of this!”, screams Joshikage

“Bring it to me....”, he smiles

The Joshikage jump and blowing fires towards his opponent but it seems easy to dodge by the old man and successfully countered him successful with ancient jutsu ‘tendo jigoku’. Joshi got big wound on his leg so he could only stand up by one feet.

“I win.....”, Sumamoto smiles

“Ugh......”

The Genius ninja always have a part B option and that comes into the young Joshikage to cloned his body before the attacks of Sumamoto. Suddenly he is behind his opponent. Sumamoto streaked but will not move after the kunai had been lodged into his stomach. It is bleeding so much and Sumamoto down to kiss the surface of the land of Kumimawa.

“I lost......”

“Yes you are. Now i am the leader of this country!”

“You have to kill me first.......”

“I will!”

“..I.....”

“ What do you want to say  oldman!”

“I am your father.......”

“Impossible shit you try to poke fun at me!, You may try my fires!!”

“It is true boy.......my life will no longer exist here so you may please listen to what i say......”

“For what sake that you want to tell me something else!”

“To say that i am your father, even without killing me, sooner or later, you will became the ruler of Kumimawa.....”

“Don’t say any bulshit again old scumbags!”

“I will expla-....”

The fire burnt the oldman Sumamoto away from the realm world  and ashes were blown to the west through where the wind goes. Joshikage from now on has been the king of Kumimawa regions, and he returned from exile without fail. By the win on his hand.

He returns to the castle of ninjas and admitted to the old judges that he was murder Sumamoto. But the reaction after it are so different by the old judges. They were surprised and raise the eyebrows. One of the judges stood up and screamed about what he was killed was his father. The young Joshi had been truly shocked.

“ All of you are just MORON!!!”, screams Joshikage.

He attacks but he failed right now. The old judges consist of seven expert ninjas that had been trough many years of war. The felt what is hatred disastrously but it has been eaten by the time goes and the seven-of- this-legendary ninjas became wise. The wise comes after they are mastered all aspect to become advance ninja fighter.

The young Joshi lost easily and got heavy attacks by them. Blood spills over his mouth. He is totter and lost his balance. He got the heavier one this time, attacks make the damage worsen and after that he fell onto the floors.

“How dare you try to  beat us the sevent heaven!”

“You may die!”, screams Joshikage.

He stood up and  release one of the strongest ancient jutsu ‘ Tetsugan Jigoku’. This moves were good to kill one of the old judges. But seven lost one means they still have six head of masters. They were fury and releases their own speciality moves. Its the time to say  Joshikage must be die after this.

He takes a deep breath. And a second blood comes out with rush from his body. Joshi is the dead meat now.


Tuesday, March 09, 2010

Satan's Government









“For this moment i’d rather to say that this country need changes especially to make our citizens more responsible of what they do for the proud of our country”, Mr. Freddy, The president of Republic Solia close his speech among people who witness him this morning. The presses and local citizen seems attractive to watch his leader speaks in their independence day.

Mr. Freddy is a strong man with strong will. He rules Republic Solia for almost thirty years and never defeated by his rivas in every election. He with his colleagues always have the best to win. Their opponents spill saliva and vanquish their face after lost the campaign. They realized something was wrong but could not do anything because it was surpressed by him. The Government under Mr. Freddy are so strong to defeat. He is unbeatable.

Republic Solia is not different with another developing countries that always involved with poor and limitation of crisis. The Crisis have been completely complicated for almost three decades without touched by the blitz cameras of the press. It seems they got surpressed too. It seems the Republic of Solia has turn into the darkest side and absolutely monarchy.

The rich will be richest and the poor will be the poorest. It was like holocaust of Nazi’s with a different method. The do not using guns or bomb, they prefer to using starve people and unemployed people to get easily directed to what government want. Another countries could not doing any help for this regime.

Every man has destiny. Mr. Freddy knows that the day of the fallen will come to him, sooner or later.  He knows who will beat him. He knows that the day of changes will come. The person will come after him today. After Mr. Freddy’s speeches. After he celebrated his victory for over thirty years in front of his palace. Afterwards, he is only sitting down of his office on the luxury sofa alone after he asked  his assistant to leave him alone for hours today. He seems to wait this man to come.

Then this man has appeared. He walks slow through the corridor of the palace to the president room. He wears super white shirt with brown trousers combined with polished black boots. He-this man- looks like an ordinary man. Every man in the Palace do not notice him even a bit. He walks like a ghost when everyone are busy with their own things.

“You come after me, don’t you?”, Mr Freddy asking to this man who suddenly stand  in front of him.

“Yes, I do”

“I know.....”

 “May  i have a seat?”


Then this young man sit next to Mr Freddy. Without doubt, he put the gun on the table and start asking the 
president.

                “We have a deal, don’t we, Mr. Freddy?”

                “As always.....”

                “Are you happy with our agreement?”

“As always happy....”

“Are you ready when i take your soul ?”

“Never.....but... i’d knew that you will come after me”

“Gun won’t kill you. But i shall steal your live, your suffer that you pretend that you have all of these”, the young man pointed the window.

“Please kill me....”

                The young man are laughing when he answered his last sentence. Without doubt he take the gun and pull the trigger and at the same time the the president could not resist when the bullet come deep to his head. He died instantly.

                “Introduce myself. I am Sam....”, After introducing he stood up but he is not walk  but floating.

                “I am Sam, the person who made deal when you are weak. I was going to help you and now i got help from you. Now this country has the freedom, after thirt...ummm...yes thirty years, a very long time for human”.


Then the wings appeared from his back and he flown through wall after wall and disappeared.


Thirty years ago, Fred the young man came to the palace and killed the former president. Then the devil beside him smiled witnessed this murder then was rewarding the young fred with president chair for thirty years. But he must sacrifice his own citizens as a slave of Satan.

Sam smiled twice now.